Okie-ritey!!....
Kinda dropped in on this webbie while browsing the 'Net. An organization offering advice on name changes based on mathematical principles..... Gotcha attention now? =p Read on to see what my name means, according to them larr...
**Take note of the bold n underlined parts in the descriptive yaa!**
Your First Name of: Mira
- Though the name Mira creates the urge to be creative and original, we call attention to the challenge of controlling temper as a result of a highly intense, dissatisfied, and restless quality.
- This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses or accidents to the head, worry and mental tension.
- Your first name of Mira has given you energy, drive, and ambition, but ALSO an almost excessively strong-willed and independent nature.
- While you are creative, inventive, and ingenious in practical matters, and always ready to initiate and promote new undertakings, you often experience difficulty in bringing your undertakings to a successful conclusion because of your own changing interests or changing circumstances.
Those bolded n underlined bits?? Yupp, that's me in a nutshell. Was kinda freaky to see myself reflected in those words. Yes, I DO have trouble controlling my temper - I seem to lose my cool every other day or so. I've lashed out several times at innocent co-workers at the slightest mistake. And yes, my independent streak stretches over miles. Strong-willed? I kinda like to think I am so but nahh..... Stubborn, yup but I can be persuaded to change my mind at times. Fickle-minded me! You could say that I am a flake at times - my interests do change rather rapidly. My school friends can definitely testify to that.
Which brings me to my next point... which is.....
... a remark a school chum made durring a conversation a couple of nights ago. About my inability to compromise. It kinda got me thinking. About how I lack trust in others. I do admit I have difficulty trusting people - this was the one thing I noticed and admitted to while I was doing my outdoor module in Lumut. I have friends, yes, but the number of close friends I have and trust can be counted by just using one hand. And because of that, I tend to bottle up my emotions. Kinda like a time-bomb. Which would explain my mood swings... ehehh!
But seriously.... yes, I do not know how to compromise. I'm stubborn, temperamental, moody and pig-headed to the boot - it comes with being born a Taurus. To me, black is black and white is white. I do not see the various shades of grey in between. I've also been known to hold grudges over small incidents - the famous "rubber" vs "eraser" argument back in the old school days being one of them. I despise debating because eventually, all my points will be shot to pieces by the opposing team and I really hate that! My comfort zone is REALLY my comfort zone - I rarely venture out of it. Which is exactly why I will not do activities that will put me in a less favourable light.
Let's just put it like this. I hate being wrong. Full stop.
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